Erm. i havent written a blog here in like.. SO MANY YEARS!
no wait. i was lying. xD
last post was somewhere in july.
about that crush of mine when i was 7.
Well, just some updates on that issue.
She's already with someone else and friends is all we are.
Which is just as good. I love my friends. :D
Alright. Moving on. Let me fill you in on some info on things that have been happening to me in the past few months.
1. My birthday was the best.
2. MTV World Stage.
3. Finals in college.
4. Working Full time for the holidays.
5. University of Wales, UK interview.
6. Contact Lenses. ^^
7. Fasting Month
8. Almost hari raya
9. Awesomeness. =)
Okay. Here it goes~ ^^
My birthday was one of the events i put so much effort into making sure i enjoy myself.
This person was the first who mentioned about the even which made my birthday the best ever.
Amirah Diyana Bt Zulkarnain
iloveyouadik. :D
My bestie and his family,
Jeffrey Aroun bin Omar
All those that made my birthday a blast. Including all those that were Jamming on my birthday night.
Jeff, Zack, Heidi, Adam, Yan, Omar (BIG), Omar (small), Ilya, Azim, Akmal, and Azizi.
Those in bold were the ones screaming along with me and making things crazy. Im sure you've heard I'm yours right? We did the screamo version. It was messy. But everyone was sure as hell having alot of fun~ :D But too bad Jeff wasnt screaming along. Cuz he was practicing with the USELESS DELUSION (its the band name okay? im not calling them useless or anything. xD) Things were getting all crazeee~ And crazee~ We even had fans! ILYA AND AZIM! OUR VERY OWN CHEERLEADERS! haha. They kept going into our jamming room and the other jamming room dancing and singing along, and MOSHING to songs. Which was like SO COOL! :D
OH YEAH! 13th August 2009
I seriously have to talk about that night. That time, we were all crazy about calling HITZ FM and getting those tickets. I dont know why, but we were laughing so hard, i felt like puking. Seriously. It was damn fun. We were calling and were sort of imagining what it would be like if they actually picked up our call. We used 3 phones to make the call. And mine was ringing so many times, but THEY DIDNT PICK UP. == Then we were all sort of preparing our SPEECH, lets just say we won the tickets. We were like.. OMG!!! I WON!!! I CANT BELIEVE IT!! IM SO HAPPY!! OMG! OMG! OMG! we were definitely exaggurating. And laughing the crap off. Jeff and zack were supposed to be studying, but they were laughing and laughing. I guess i distracted them. Hehe. Oh well. xD
And so the next morning, at 6am, we waited to call on how to get those tickets. This time it was just me and zack. Cuz jeff got ready to go to school. I called and called and finally they picked up. And so i asked, how we could win those tickets. They asked me to head out to bukit bintang to get the tickets from the hitz.fm cruizers. i was like wtF? no. Any other way to win? They were like.. okay later at 8am got a show you have to listen to win. So the moment they started the show, we called and called and called, and SOMEONE ELSE GOT IT. WTF... Then we still called anyway and when Rudy finally picked up, we were like.. WHY DID YOU GIVE SOMEONE ELSE THE TICKETS!!! WHYY~~~ THen he was like.. SORRY DUDE, they called in first and blablabla. SO were like its okay la. Right after we put down the phone, we said. "We're so changing to FLY.FM now. xD
Okay. Jeff and I went to skate in front of his house. And recorded a few videos. ^^ Then later it started raining. So we went in the house and watched SEPET and GUBRA. Haha. I dont know why, the movie was like, kinda boring at times, but the message they were sending out was pretty much meaningful. But we've been watching this movie for 3 days in a row. Cuz astro was showing in memory of Yasmin Ahmad. Okay then later we went to the basketball court to hang out and play a game. I pretty much suck at basketball now. Its been too long since i last practiced.
Later that night, before i went out to go jamming, they ordered Pizza for us at home. Hedy came to sleep over. Just before we were going out, they were like.. Wait first. THEN.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TAUFIQ~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~ :D
WOW!!! A CAKE!! FOR MY BIRTHDAY!!! I was seriously touched by this event. *sobs* HEHE. I was seriously happy i could celebrate it with my bestie. Cuz he'll be going to the states next year. There wont be another birthday hangout with him for the next few years till he comes back. Or. If i go there. ^^ Oh well. Then we screamed at the jamming studio. Screamo BEBEH! SCEAMMMMMM!!! XD
Then later i had Jeanny waiting for me at McD cuz she owes me a birthday BELANJA. :D Sorry i kept you waiting. But jamming was like.. WOW! hehe. Next time we should jam together. After that i went to see her at McD and jeff went skating with the Useless Delusion band. hehe. i know. Saying useless sounds funny. xD Okay. And so my birthday ended a blast. Then amirul came over for a sleepover. That night we were chatting till around 3am. Talking nonsense. That short guy really full of crap la. HAHA. ^^
The next morning, we woke up, and got ready for the MOST WAITED EVENT.
MTV WORLD STAGE. :D
Okay, im not gonna talk so much about the world stage cuz i think ive explained enuff. haha.
MOSH. MOSH. MOSH. CHICKS. FRIENDS. CRAZY! MOSH. MOSH. DINNER. JEFFS SIS HOUSE. MOVIE. MCD. MOVIE. We went back in the morning. :D
Then on the day i was going back, went to Shah Alam. And we went there to skate. Actually that day we rented out the BMX. I did some stupid attempts. Which caused my wrist to get injured. It still is. Even till today. i cant even do push ups. ==" oh well. It'll heal over time. ^^ And so i went on the bus at 9.30pm. I left at 7pm for the bus station. I wanted to go get some shoes first, but then once i reached KL Central, it was almost 9. I knew i wasnt gonna make it, so what i just bought chocolates there and went straight to the bus station.
I arrived the next morning and i was supposed to take my exam today, but because i was injured and my whole body was aching due to the MOSH MOSH MOSH~ xD. I postponed my exam till friday. But still. I couldnt do it. Cuz i didnt study that much. DAYYUM. I hope my results this semester doesnt go below 3.0. =="
Okay and so now im working at the cyber cafe in Perlis for the whole fasting month since its the holidays. At least i can go online everyday and night and whenever i want to. FOR FREE. AND GET PAID FOR IT. HOW COOL IS THAT HUH? ^^ So ive been mixing around with these kids and dudes that come to the cyber cafe everyday. hehe. They're kinda cool. And we play counter-strike every night. I can say, im alot better at playing now than i was a few weeks back. I can feel the difference. hehe. IM SO GONNA PLAY COUNTER STRIKE with my cousins! THEY'RE BACK FROM SUDAN BEBEH! HOYEAH! I havent seen them for about a year or so. MISS THEM LIKE CRAZY. WE'RE SO GONNA RAID THE CYBER CAFE! I BELANJA! :D
Okay, and so one day, i got a call from my college. Saying that i represent the college to attend an interview by University of Wales, UK that took place at my college on the.. erm.. 23rd I guess? lol. I dont remember. And so, there were 6 erm.. welsh dudes doing the interview. And heck yeah we were all feeling nervous. 1. Cuz im the only one who could speak english fluent enough. 2. We had to talk positive stuff about our college and promote it.
Is that so hard to do?
YES. Picture this. When i first saw the college, i said, WTF IS THIS? IM QUITTING. And i was dead serious at that time. Cuz it wasnt how i expected a college to be. IT WAS CRAP I TELL YOU! But now, in such a short period of time, its upgraded alot. And i should say, i am quite impressed. I guess i was right about giving it a chance. And im doing quite well here. Although im still so far away. But nevermind that. Hehe. oh YEAH! Since we did so well during the interview and the dudes were impressed, the college sort of rewarded us. WE MADE 100 BUCKS EACH! WOOOP~ WOOOOP~ ^^
OKAY. SKIP. SKIP. SKIP.
Its the 1st of september. I decided to make a change. Ive gotta make alot of changes and get ready from now on.. Things are gonna be different. So the next day. I BOUGHT CONTACT LENSES! They're supposed to be GREY but cuz they're so light, people see it as blue~ and it gets chicks to stare into my eyes and smile. WOW~ :D
but i dont know. it makes me think.. people only notice things are different. And wearing those contacts make me look fake. So i took them off. And i realized that people dont really notice me or even bother to look at me when im not wearing those contacts. See the difference?
Alright, so lets talk abit about the fasting month.
This month is really one heck of a month.
You can see people raging and flaring at each other.
Now do you see how food actually affects someone?
You know, i actually cried during the first day of the fasting month because i miss my family and its the first time being so far away from them. I missed them alot. Listening to hari raya songs, and people reading the quran makes me really miss my family. I feel like crying now. ==" okay. nevermind. HAPPY THOUGHTS! hehe. :D I'll be coming home on the 18th!! I CANT WAIT!! And so there's only a week left till Hari Raya. This years fasting month seems to pass by so quickly. I hope nothing bad happens to me withing this last week. So i can fast till the end of the month. ^^
Oh yeah, after the world stage, i got to know this awesome chick through facebook. i call her HAWTIE. She's awesome. ^^
Oh well thats all i feel like writing.
OH YEAH! I posted another blog. but you just read the posts there.
http://ilovehisgirlfriend.tumblr.com
Some interesting posts i got there. :D
And finally.
imissyoumamaandayahandisamusaharunnurulshiqinandfriendsandfamily.
and.
imissyou. yes you. :D
Friday, September 11, 2009
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Once Upon A Time. (:
We were 7.
i fell in love for the first time.
With you.
I remember the last time i saw you.
We were 8.
Before i could say goodbye.
You left.
4th July 2009.
I found you.
(:
i fell in love for the first time.
With you.
I remember the last time i saw you.
We were 8.
Before i could say goodbye.
You left.
4th July 2009.
I found you.
(:
Sunday, June 28, 2009
death wish. (:
today..
is one of those days..
where someone idiot tries to show he's boss.
and says things without thinking.
RITCHIE CHOONG. (:
the FIRST person in the world to say so PROUDLY..
PIGS ARE INTELLIGENT ANIMALS.
well congratulations Mr Ritchie.
You're as smart as a pig. ^^
it all started off when i was joking around with my ex on facebook.
it ended in a death wish by RITCHIE CHOONG.
1. I was joking with my ex and typed stupid for some reason.
2. Mr Ritchie Choong (referred as PIG after this) wanted to be a hero and save my ex from being called stupid.
3. I said H1N1 come from pigs. (referring to REAL PIGS.)
4. The PIG (now this is Ritchie Choong. ^^) said H1N1 come from mexican pigs. XD
5. He called me El-Stupido. (biggest mistake)
6. I said.. FUCK YOU RITCHIE CHOONG. Why the hell would they call it SWINE FLU? (this guy must think SWINE is a mexican name for pigs...)
No matter what nationality these pigs are... No matter what you call them...
Babi, Khinzir, Pork, Swine, Binatang Haram, Ritchie Choong,
They're still pigs. (:
7. And he started talking about Malays. (racist pig.)
8. I said, you are what you eat. Since you love pigs so much go ahead and eat them. I hope you die from H1N1.
9. He came up with the theory of the year. PIGS ARE INTELLIGENT ANIMALS.
Im sure they are... I mean look at them... They live in a sty, roll around in mud, and eat they're own shyt.
THATS REALLY INTELLIGENT!
And that explains how intelligent Mr Pig is. (:
*The following statement i wrote may contain nudity or offensive material referring ONLY to Mr Ritchie Choong. Parental supervision is highly advised.*
10. I said... So since you said pigs are so smart... Then you wouldnt mind me calling you CINA BABI? Since you say pigs are so intelligent?
*Once again... the CINA only refers to Mr Ritchie Choong.*
I respect people. I mix around with chinese everyday. My first friend was chinese. I still mix with chinese. Primary, High School, College, everywhere! They're all nice. And they're not racists. Unlike the PIG.. oh wait... INTELLIGENT PIG. (:
11. Then he got pissed off and started going off topic. Said he's all smart, me being an idiot, and me being bad at english (obviously, this guy doesnt know anything about me...)
12. Then i said, okay prove it.
13. He said, watch national geographic.
14. I said... I dont waste my time watching pigs like you.
15. He started talking about religion and insulted Islam.
16. He made the death wish. (:
Here's some evidence to make the death wish a dream come true.
(picture has been deleted as promised in exchange for apology. )
RITCHIE CHOONG INSULTING MALAYS.
(picture has been deleted as promised in exchange for apology)
RITCHIE CHOONG INSULTING ISLAM.
(picture has been deleted as promised in exchange for apology)
RITCHIE CHOONG INSULTING OUR PROPHET.
Dude... I have chinese friends. And trust me... Im the last person on earth you wanna mess with.. Owh wait.. I cant really blame you for that.. I mean you think pigs are intelligent animals. (:
You cant mess with me.
And anyone related to me.
Bad intentions always end up bad.
And mostly insulting my religion was the biggest mistake you did.
To the one responsible for his own death. (:
Ritchie Choong
PIG. (:
oh wait. he did prove pigs were intelligent.
He's the first pig to use facebook! ^^
once again. your dreams will come true.
let this be a lesson for any racists or people who dont have any respects for others.
Muhammed Taufiq Bin Jusoff Albar.
Remember this name when you have anything to say.
Good or bad.
Trust me.
I'll give you what you deserve. (:
is one of those days..
where someone idiot tries to show he's boss.
and says things without thinking.
RITCHIE CHOONG. (:
the FIRST person in the world to say so PROUDLY..
PIGS ARE INTELLIGENT ANIMALS.
well congratulations Mr Ritchie.
You're as smart as a pig. ^^
it all started off when i was joking around with my ex on facebook.
it ended in a death wish by RITCHIE CHOONG.
1. I was joking with my ex and typed stupid for some reason.
2. Mr Ritchie Choong (referred as PIG after this) wanted to be a hero and save my ex from being called stupid.
3. I said H1N1 come from pigs. (referring to REAL PIGS.)
4. The PIG (now this is Ritchie Choong. ^^) said H1N1 come from mexican pigs. XD
5. He called me El-Stupido. (biggest mistake)
6. I said.. FUCK YOU RITCHIE CHOONG. Why the hell would they call it SWINE FLU? (this guy must think SWINE is a mexican name for pigs...)
No matter what nationality these pigs are... No matter what you call them...
Babi, Khinzir, Pork, Swine, Binatang Haram, Ritchie Choong,
They're still pigs. (:
7. And he started talking about Malays. (racist pig.)
8. I said, you are what you eat. Since you love pigs so much go ahead and eat them. I hope you die from H1N1.
9. He came up with the theory of the year. PIGS ARE INTELLIGENT ANIMALS.
Im sure they are... I mean look at them... They live in a sty, roll around in mud, and eat they're own shyt.
THATS REALLY INTELLIGENT!
And that explains how intelligent Mr Pig is. (:
*The following statement i wrote may contain nudity or offensive material referring ONLY to Mr Ritchie Choong. Parental supervision is highly advised.*
10. I said... So since you said pigs are so smart... Then you wouldnt mind me calling you CINA BABI? Since you say pigs are so intelligent?
*Once again... the CINA only refers to Mr Ritchie Choong.*
I respect people. I mix around with chinese everyday. My first friend was chinese. I still mix with chinese. Primary, High School, College, everywhere! They're all nice. And they're not racists. Unlike the PIG.. oh wait... INTELLIGENT PIG. (:
11. Then he got pissed off and started going off topic. Said he's all smart, me being an idiot, and me being bad at english (obviously, this guy doesnt know anything about me...)
12. Then i said, okay prove it.
13. He said, watch national geographic.
14. I said... I dont waste my time watching pigs like you.
15. He started talking about religion and insulted Islam.
16. He made the death wish. (:
Here's some evidence to make the death wish a dream come true.
(picture has been deleted as promised in exchange for apology. )
RITCHIE CHOONG INSULTING MALAYS.
(picture has been deleted as promised in exchange for apology)
RITCHIE CHOONG INSULTING ISLAM.
(picture has been deleted as promised in exchange for apology)
RITCHIE CHOONG INSULTING OUR PROPHET.
Dude... I have chinese friends. And trust me... Im the last person on earth you wanna mess with.. Owh wait.. I cant really blame you for that.. I mean you think pigs are intelligent animals. (:
You cant mess with me.
And anyone related to me.
Bad intentions always end up bad.
And mostly insulting my religion was the biggest mistake you did.
To the one responsible for his own death. (:
Ritchie Choong
PIG. (:
oh wait. he did prove pigs were intelligent.
He's the first pig to use facebook! ^^
once again. your dreams will come true.
let this be a lesson for any racists or people who dont have any respects for others.
Muhammed Taufiq Bin Jusoff Albar.
Remember this name when you have anything to say.
Good or bad.
Trust me.
I'll give you what you deserve. (:
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Saturday, May 23, 2009
vindicated
i havent posted a long blog in awhile.
today ive decided to make one.
there has been so many things going on for the past few weeks..
ive been feeling really low..
and now im getting up and recovering from the fall.
Among the things that happened are...
1.Reality check on being a hypocrite.
2.Disconnected Friendship.
3.Freak of the month award.
4.Scooter Skid...
5.Parkin Summon in Penang by Polis Trafik Batu Mentajam.
6.Car crash on the highway
7.Rm2000 to pay for the damage.
8.Twisted right wrist.
9.Parking summon in Kangar by Majlis Perbandaran Kangar.
Yes. So many things happened. Since 5/5/09...
I dont really feel like reminiscing on these because it only reminds me of the pain i felt and do still feel now.
Nevermind. Life must go on.
Apart from that i moved out of my hostel to live at a residential area.
Its called Taman Seri Bakau... I think.. lol..
The place is really close to the place i love the most...
BASKETBALL COURT. ^^
Just last friday evening i went to play basketball after almost 3 months of not playing.
and GUESS WHAT!? YES!!!
i suck. XD
i cant even shoot right anymore. cuz my wrist is still injured.
this may seem like me giving reasons.
but its true.
the reason im playing basketball is because its the only sport that takes my mind of everything else. so i insisted on playing the sport. i did pull off a few stunts. and.. i realized i could jump higher than i used to.. which resulted in leg muscle pull for the past few days. XD
okay... apart from that..
MY FIRST EVER SHOW in PERLIS.
oh wait.. its my second show in perlis.
my first show was during the last day of college orientation where i performed with my exhousemates. we played "aku scandal" by HUJAN. it wasnt that bad but i thought it was pretty bad.. compared to the show i did last night. ^^
23/05/09
I'll never forget this date. I consider this as.. MY FIRST SUCCESSFUL performance in Perlis. It was at Putra Brasmana Hotel Ocean View restaurant.. The view was seriously..
dark? XD
it was great.. the setting was great.. the lighting.. the atmosphere.. everything was just right for the show...
but i should set a complain on the manangement... semester 6 of KATP. (thats my college name).
to me.. the dinner was sort of a failure. except for the people eating at their seats, everything else was out of order... they even had "JOKERS" that didnt seem funny at all. I thought it was annoying. They made everyone totally lose the mood during the performances... even the shows by the main band... Melody Malaya (college band)... they didnt play as good as they usually would.. and we were supposed to play 10 songs at first.. then we only prepared 8.. know how many songs we played in the end?
3.
FRIGGIN 3.
So we decided on the 3 songs we thought were the best for us to play.
It was played in acoustic...
Yuna - Dan Sebenarnya
Estrella - Stay
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Face Down
Because the sound system was really... so far the best ive ever used...
REMAKE MY LULLABY was a success at the show..
We actually owned the show... XD
Some of the seniors we didnt even know took pictures with us.
Well, i gotta admit...
IT FEELS GREAT! ^^
Unfortunately...
I COULDNT GET IT RECORDED!!!!
DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMM....
I BLAME THE MANAGEMENT FOR THIS. =="
Nevermind.. i promise you.. there will be more shows to come. ^^
Oh yeah...
Today i came late for work.. My boss didnt really scold me... But she was like... Taufiq.. You should be more disciplined..
OKAY... Sorry..
Alright.. Its my fault. Sorry.
Apart from that.. i seem to find TECKTONIK interesting. ^^
today ive decided to make one.
there has been so many things going on for the past few weeks..
ive been feeling really low..
and now im getting up and recovering from the fall.
Among the things that happened are...
1.Reality check on being a hypocrite.
2.Disconnected Friendship.
3.Freak of the month award.
4.Scooter Skid...
5.Parkin Summon in Penang by Polis Trafik Batu Mentajam.
6.Car crash on the highway
7.Rm2000 to pay for the damage.
8.Twisted right wrist.
9.Parking summon in Kangar by Majlis Perbandaran Kangar.
Yes. So many things happened. Since 5/5/09...
I dont really feel like reminiscing on these because it only reminds me of the pain i felt and do still feel now.
Nevermind. Life must go on.
Apart from that i moved out of my hostel to live at a residential area.
Its called Taman Seri Bakau... I think.. lol..
The place is really close to the place i love the most...
BASKETBALL COURT. ^^
Just last friday evening i went to play basketball after almost 3 months of not playing.
and GUESS WHAT!? YES!!!
i suck. XD
i cant even shoot right anymore. cuz my wrist is still injured.
this may seem like me giving reasons.
but its true.
the reason im playing basketball is because its the only sport that takes my mind of everything else. so i insisted on playing the sport. i did pull off a few stunts. and.. i realized i could jump higher than i used to.. which resulted in leg muscle pull for the past few days. XD
okay... apart from that..
MY FIRST EVER SHOW in PERLIS.
oh wait.. its my second show in perlis.
my first show was during the last day of college orientation where i performed with my exhousemates. we played "aku scandal" by HUJAN. it wasnt that bad but i thought it was pretty bad.. compared to the show i did last night. ^^
23/05/09
I'll never forget this date. I consider this as.. MY FIRST SUCCESSFUL performance in Perlis. It was at Putra Brasmana Hotel Ocean View restaurant.. The view was seriously..
dark? XD
it was great.. the setting was great.. the lighting.. the atmosphere.. everything was just right for the show...
but i should set a complain on the manangement... semester 6 of KATP. (thats my college name).
to me.. the dinner was sort of a failure. except for the people eating at their seats, everything else was out of order... they even had "JOKERS" that didnt seem funny at all. I thought it was annoying. They made everyone totally lose the mood during the performances... even the shows by the main band... Melody Malaya (college band)... they didnt play as good as they usually would.. and we were supposed to play 10 songs at first.. then we only prepared 8.. know how many songs we played in the end?
3.
FRIGGIN 3.
So we decided on the 3 songs we thought were the best for us to play.
It was played in acoustic...
Yuna - Dan Sebenarnya
Estrella - Stay
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Face Down
Because the sound system was really... so far the best ive ever used...
REMAKE MY LULLABY was a success at the show..
We actually owned the show... XD
Some of the seniors we didnt even know took pictures with us.
Well, i gotta admit...
IT FEELS GREAT! ^^
Unfortunately...
I COULDNT GET IT RECORDED!!!!
DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMM....
I BLAME THE MANAGEMENT FOR THIS. =="
Nevermind.. i promise you.. there will be more shows to come. ^^
Oh yeah...
Today i came late for work.. My boss didnt really scold me... But she was like... Taufiq.. You should be more disciplined..
OKAY... Sorry..
Alright.. Its my fault. Sorry.
Apart from that.. i seem to find TECKTONIK interesting. ^^
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
i need support.
to all my friends.
or those who claim to be my friends.
and those who know me and could possibly help.
i need all the support you can provide.
tell me things i wanna hear,
make me smile,
do all it takes.
im going through a hard time.
im broken. badly.
for those of you who hold grudges against me,
now is the best time to get back at all the things i did to you.
im picking up the pieces of myself and rearranging it.
anyone can mess me up now.
or those who claim to be my friends.
and those who know me and could possibly help.
i need all the support you can provide.
tell me things i wanna hear,
make me smile,
do all it takes.
im going through a hard time.
im broken. badly.
for those of you who hold grudges against me,
now is the best time to get back at all the things i did to you.
im picking up the pieces of myself and rearranging it.
anyone can mess me up now.
.iwishicouldturnbacktime.
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