tecktonik.

im so gonna indulge in this. ^^

You make me feel better.

ice cream and basketball. (:

vindicated

i havent posted a long blog in awhile.
today ive decided to make one.

there has been so many things going on for the past few weeks..
ive been feeling really low..

and now im getting up and recovering from the fall.

Among the things that happened are...

1.Reality check on being a hypocrite.
2.Disconnected Friendship.
3.Freak of the month award.
4.Scooter Skid...
5.Parkin Summon in Penang by Polis Trafik Batu Mentajam.
6.Car crash on the highway
7.Rm2000 to pay for the damage.
8.Twisted right wrist.
9.Parking summon in Kangar by Majlis Perbandaran Kangar.

Yes. So many things happened. Since 5/5/09...

I dont really feel like reminiscing on these because it only reminds me of the pain i felt and do still feel now.

Nevermind. Life must go on.

Apart from that i moved out of my hostel to live at a residential area.

Its called Taman Seri Bakau... I think.. lol..
The place is really close to the place i love the most...

BASKETBALL COURT. ^^

Just last friday evening i went to play basketball after almost 3 months of not playing.
and GUESS WHAT!? YES!!!

i suck. XD

i cant even shoot right anymore. cuz my wrist is still injured.
this may seem like me giving reasons.
but its true.

the reason im playing basketball is because its the only sport that takes my mind of everything else. so i insisted on playing the sport. i did pull off a few stunts. and.. i realized i could jump higher than i used to.. which resulted in leg muscle pull for the past few days. XD

okay... apart from that..

MY FIRST EVER SHOW in PERLIS.

oh wait.. its my second show in perlis.

my first show was during the last day of college orientation where i performed with my exhousemates. we played "aku scandal" by HUJAN. it wasnt that bad but i thought it was pretty bad.. compared to the show i did last night. ^^

23/05/09
I'll never forget this date. I consider this as.. MY FIRST SUCCESSFUL performance in Perlis. It was at Putra Brasmana Hotel Ocean View restaurant.. The view was seriously..

dark? XD

it was great.. the setting was great.. the lighting.. the atmosphere.. everything was just right for the show...

but i should set a complain on the manangement... semester 6 of KATP. (thats my college name).
to me.. the dinner was sort of a failure. except for the people eating at their seats, everything else was out of order... they even had "JOKERS" that didnt seem funny at all. I thought it was annoying. They made everyone totally lose the mood during the performances... even the shows by the main band... Melody Malaya (college band)... they didnt play as good as they usually would.. and we were supposed to play 10 songs at first.. then we only prepared 8.. know how many songs we played in the end?

3.

FRIGGIN 3.

So we decided on the 3 songs we thought were the best for us to play.
It was played in acoustic...

Yuna - Dan Sebenarnya
Estrella - Stay
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Face Down

Because the sound system was really... so far the best ive ever used...
REMAKE MY LULLABY was a success at the show..
We actually owned the show... XD
Some of the seniors we didnt even know took pictures with us.
Well, i gotta admit...

IT FEELS GREAT! ^^

Unfortunately...
I COULDNT GET IT RECORDED!!!!

DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMM....

I BLAME THE MANAGEMENT FOR THIS. =="

Nevermind.. i promise you.. there will be more shows to come. ^^

Oh yeah...

Today i came late for work.. My boss didnt really scold me... But she was like... Taufiq.. You should be more disciplined..

OKAY... Sorry..

Alright.. Its my fault. Sorry.

Apart from that.. i seem to find TECKTONIK interesting. ^^

i need support.

to all my friends.
or those who claim to be my friends.

and those who know me and could possibly help.
i need all the support you can provide.

tell me things i wanna hear,
make me smile,
do all it takes.

im going through a hard time.
im broken. badly.

for those of you who hold grudges against me,
now is the best time to get back at all the things i did to you.
im picking up the pieces of myself and rearranging it.
anyone can mess me up now.

.iwishicouldturnbacktime.

enough.

letting things like these bring me down...
is so not taufiq.

this has to stop.
im getting up.
im gonna stand up.
and face the world.

Taufiq is back. (:

series of unfortunate events.

and things just keep getting worse.

I cant think straight anymore.

Things happen since i lost you...

Ive fallen so hard...

And thats what happens when i dont think anymore...

say goodbye.

congratulations.
i'll disappear.

I AM A SCOOTERIST NOW. (:

Check out my ride. (:











Moskito 125 RX.

Thanks for being honest.

Apparently im fake.
Thanks for making me realize this.
Dont worry. From today.
You wont have to mix with fake people anymore. (:

you're better off without me.

Its hurting.

My Back.
My neck.
My legs.

Breakdance hurts.

Sleepless nights,
i keep tossing and turning,
its like im waiting for something to happen.

.ifeeldistantnow.

Pressure

Tell me where our time went
And if it was time well spent
Just don't let me fall asleep feeling empty again
Cause I fear I might break and I fear I can't take it
Tonight I'll lie awake feeling empty

I can feel the pressure it's getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the pressure it's getting closer now
We're better off without you

Now that I'm losing hope
And there's nothing else to show
For all of the days that we spent
Carried away from home

Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
I'm sitting all alone feeling empty

I can feel the pressure it's getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the pressure it's getting closer now
We're better off without you

Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
I'm sitting all alone feeling empty

I can feel the pressure it's getting closer now
We're better off without you
Feel the pressure it's getting closer now
You're better off without me.

I'll fake a smile for you.
(: