Friday, September 11, 2009

And I have returned~ :D

Erm. i havent written a blog here in like.. SO MANY YEARS!
no wait. i was lying. xD
last post was somewhere in july.
about that crush of mine when i was 7.
Well, just some updates on that issue.
She's already with someone else and friends is all we are.
Which is just as good. I love my friends. :D

Alright. Moving on. Let me fill you in on some info on things that have been happening to me in the past few months.

1. My birthday was the best.
2. MTV World Stage.
3. Finals in college.
4. Working Full time for the holidays.
5. University of Wales, UK interview.
6. Contact Lenses. ^^
7. Fasting Month
8. Almost hari raya
9. Awesomeness. =)

Okay. Here it goes~ ^^

My birthday was one of the events i put so much effort into making sure i enjoy myself.
This person was the first who mentioned about the even which made my birthday the best ever.

Amirah Diyana Bt Zulkarnain

iloveyouadik. :D

My bestie and his family,

Jeffrey Aroun bin Omar

All those that made my birthday a blast. Including all those that were Jamming on my birthday night.

Jeff, Zack, Heidi, Adam, Yan, Omar (BIG), Omar (small), Ilya, Azim, Akmal, and Azizi.

Those in bold were the ones screaming along with me and making things crazy. Im sure you've heard I'm yours right? We did the screamo version. It was messy. But everyone was sure as hell having alot of fun~ :D But too bad Jeff wasnt screaming along. Cuz he was practicing with the USELESS DELUSION (its the band name okay? im not calling them useless or anything. xD) Things were getting all crazeee~ And crazee~ We even had fans! ILYA AND AZIM! OUR VERY OWN CHEERLEADERS! haha. They kept going into our jamming room and the other jamming room dancing and singing along, and MOSHING to songs. Which was like SO COOL! :D

OH YEAH! 13th August 2009
I seriously have to talk about that night. That time, we were all crazy about calling HITZ FM and getting those tickets. I dont know why, but we were laughing so hard, i felt like puking. Seriously. It was damn fun. We were calling and were sort of imagining what it would be like if they actually picked up our call. We used 3 phones to make the call. And mine was ringing so many times, but THEY DIDNT PICK UP. == Then we were all sort of preparing our SPEECH, lets just say we won the tickets. We were like.. OMG!!! I WON!!! I CANT BELIEVE IT!! IM SO HAPPY!! OMG! OMG! OMG! we were definitely exaggurating. And laughing the crap off. Jeff and zack were supposed to be studying, but they were laughing and laughing. I guess i distracted them. Hehe. Oh well. xD

And so the next morning, at 6am, we waited to call on how to get those tickets. This time it was just me and zack. Cuz jeff got ready to go to school. I called and called and finally they picked up. And so i asked, how we could win those tickets. They asked me to head out to bukit bintang to get the tickets from the hitz.fm cruizers. i was like wtF? no. Any other way to win? They were like.. okay later at 8am got a show you have to listen to win. So the moment they started the show, we called and called and called, and SOMEONE ELSE GOT IT. WTF... Then we still called anyway and when Rudy finally picked up, we were like.. WHY DID YOU GIVE SOMEONE ELSE THE TICKETS!!! WHYY~~~ THen he was like.. SORRY DUDE, they called in first and blablabla. SO were like its okay la. Right after we put down the phone, we said. "We're so changing to FLY.FM now. xD

Okay. Jeff and I went to skate in front of his house. And recorded a few videos. ^^ Then later it started raining. So we went in the house and watched SEPET and GUBRA. Haha. I dont know why, the movie was like, kinda boring at times, but the message they were sending out was pretty much meaningful. But we've been watching this movie for 3 days in a row. Cuz astro was showing in memory of Yasmin Ahmad. Okay then later we went to the basketball court to hang out and play a game. I pretty much suck at basketball now. Its been too long since i last practiced.

Later that night, before i went out to go jamming, they ordered Pizza for us at home. Hedy came to sleep over. Just before we were going out, they were like.. Wait first. THEN.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TAUFIQ~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~ :D

WOW!!! A CAKE!! FOR MY BIRTHDAY!!! I was seriously touched by this event. *sobs* HEHE. I was seriously happy i could celebrate it with my bestie. Cuz he'll be going to the states next year. There wont be another birthday hangout with him for the next few years till he comes back. Or. If i go there. ^^ Oh well. Then we screamed at the jamming studio. Screamo BEBEH! SCEAMMMMMM!!! XD

Then later i had Jeanny waiting for me at McD cuz she owes me a birthday BELANJA. :D Sorry i kept you waiting. But jamming was like.. WOW! hehe. Next time we should jam together. After that i went to see her at McD and jeff went skating with the Useless Delusion band. hehe. i know. Saying useless sounds funny. xD Okay. And so my birthday ended a blast. Then amirul came over for a sleepover. That night we were chatting till around 3am. Talking nonsense. That short guy really full of crap la. HAHA. ^^

The next morning, we woke up, and got ready for the MOST WAITED EVENT.

MTV WORLD STAGE. :D

Okay, im not gonna talk so much about the world stage cuz i think ive explained enuff. haha.
MOSH. MOSH. MOSH. CHICKS. FRIENDS. CRAZY! MOSH. MOSH. DINNER. JEFFS SIS HOUSE. MOVIE. MCD. MOVIE. We went back in the morning. :D

Then on the day i was going back, went to Shah Alam. And we went there to skate. Actually that day we rented out the BMX. I did some stupid attempts. Which caused my wrist to get injured. It still is. Even till today. i cant even do push ups. ==" oh well. It'll heal over time. ^^ And so i went on the bus at 9.30pm. I left at 7pm for the bus station. I wanted to go get some shoes first, but then once i reached KL Central, it was almost 9. I knew i wasnt gonna make it, so what i just bought chocolates there and went straight to the bus station.

I arrived the next morning and i was supposed to take my exam today, but because i was injured and my whole body was aching due to the MOSH MOSH MOSH~ xD. I postponed my exam till friday. But still. I couldnt do it. Cuz i didnt study that much. DAYYUM. I hope my results this semester doesnt go below 3.0. =="

Okay and so now im working at the cyber cafe in Perlis for the whole fasting month since its the holidays. At least i can go online everyday and night and whenever i want to. FOR FREE. AND GET PAID FOR IT. HOW COOL IS THAT HUH? ^^ So ive been mixing around with these kids and dudes that come to the cyber cafe everyday. hehe. They're kinda cool. And we play counter-strike every night. I can say, im alot better at playing now than i was a few weeks back. I can feel the difference. hehe. IM SO GONNA PLAY COUNTER STRIKE with my cousins! THEY'RE BACK FROM SUDAN BEBEH! HOYEAH! I havent seen them for about a year or so. MISS THEM LIKE CRAZY. WE'RE SO GONNA RAID THE CYBER CAFE! I BELANJA! :D

Okay, and so one day, i got a call from my college. Saying that i represent the college to attend an interview by University of Wales, UK that took place at my college on the.. erm.. 23rd I guess? lol. I dont remember. And so, there were 6 erm.. welsh dudes doing the interview. And heck yeah we were all feeling nervous. 1. Cuz im the only one who could speak english fluent enough. 2. We had to talk positive stuff about our college and promote it.
Is that so hard to do?
YES. Picture this. When i first saw the college, i said, WTF IS THIS? IM QUITTING. And i was dead serious at that time. Cuz it wasnt how i expected a college to be. IT WAS CRAP I TELL YOU! But now, in such a short period of time, its upgraded alot. And i should say, i am quite impressed. I guess i was right about giving it a chance. And im doing quite well here. Although im still so far away. But nevermind that. Hehe. oh YEAH! Since we did so well during the interview and the dudes were impressed, the college sort of rewarded us. WE MADE 100 BUCKS EACH! WOOOP~ WOOOOP~ ^^

OKAY. SKIP. SKIP. SKIP.

Its the 1st of september. I decided to make a change. Ive gotta make alot of changes and get ready from now on.. Things are gonna be different. So the next day. I BOUGHT CONTACT LENSES! They're supposed to be GREY but cuz they're so light, people see it as blue~ and it gets chicks to stare into my eyes and smile. WOW~ :D
but i dont know. it makes me think.. people only notice things are different. And wearing those contacts make me look fake. So i took them off. And i realized that people dont really notice me or even bother to look at me when im not wearing those contacts. See the difference?

Alright, so lets talk abit about the fasting month.
This month is really one heck of a month.
You can see people raging and flaring at each other.
Now do you see how food actually affects someone?

You know, i actually cried during the first day of the fasting month because i miss my family and its the first time being so far away from them. I missed them alot. Listening to hari raya songs, and people reading the quran makes me really miss my family. I feel like crying now. ==" okay. nevermind. HAPPY THOUGHTS! hehe. :D I'll be coming home on the 18th!! I CANT WAIT!! And so there's only a week left till Hari Raya. This years fasting month seems to pass by so quickly. I hope nothing bad happens to me withing this last week. So i can fast till the end of the month. ^^

Oh yeah, after the world stage, i got to know this awesome chick through facebook. i call her HAWTIE. She's awesome. ^^

Oh well thats all i feel like writing.

OH YEAH! I posted another blog. but you just read the posts there.

http://ilovehisgirlfriend.tumblr.com

Some interesting posts i got there. :D

And finally.
imissyoumamaandayahandisamusaharunnurulshiqinandfriendsandfamily.
and.
imissyou. yes you. :D

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Once Upon A Time. (:

We were 7.
i fell in love for the first time.
With you.

I remember the last time i saw you.
We were 8.
Before i could say goodbye.
You left.

4th July 2009.
I found you.

(:

Sunday, June 28, 2009

death wish. (:

today..
is one of those days..
where someone idiot tries to show he's boss.
and says things without thinking.

RITCHIE CHOONG. (:
the FIRST person in the world to say so PROUDLY..
PIGS ARE INTELLIGENT ANIMALS.

well congratulations Mr Ritchie.
You're as smart as a pig. ^^

it all started off when i was joking around with my ex on facebook.
it ended in a death wish by RITCHIE CHOONG.

1. I was joking with my ex and typed stupid for some reason.
2. Mr Ritchie Choong (referred as PIG after this) wanted to be a hero and save my ex from being called stupid.
3. I said H1N1 come from pigs. (referring to REAL PIGS.)
4. The PIG (now this is Ritchie Choong. ^^) said H1N1 come from mexican pigs. XD
5. He called me El-Stupido. (biggest mistake)
6. I said.. FUCK YOU RITCHIE CHOONG. Why the hell would they call it SWINE FLU? (this guy must think SWINE is a mexican name for pigs...)

No matter what nationality these pigs are... No matter what you call them...
Babi, Khinzir, Pork, Swine, Binatang Haram, Ritchie Choong,
They're still pigs. (:

7. And he started talking about Malays. (racist pig.)
8. I said, you are what you eat. Since you love pigs so much go ahead and eat them. I hope you die from H1N1.
9. He came up with the theory of the year. PIGS ARE INTELLIGENT ANIMALS.

Im sure they are... I mean look at them... They live in a sty, roll around in mud, and eat they're own shyt.

THATS REALLY INTELLIGENT!

And that explains how intelligent Mr Pig is. (:

*The following statement i wrote may contain nudity or offensive material referring ONLY to Mr Ritchie Choong. Parental supervision is highly advised.*

10. I said... So since you said pigs are so smart... Then you wouldnt mind me calling you CINA BABI? Since you say pigs are so intelligent?

*Once again... the CINA only refers to Mr Ritchie Choong.*

I respect people. I mix around with chinese everyday. My first friend was chinese. I still mix with chinese. Primary, High School, College, everywhere! They're all nice. And they're not racists. Unlike the PIG.. oh wait... INTELLIGENT PIG. (:

11. Then he got pissed off and started going off topic. Said he's all smart, me being an idiot, and me being bad at english (obviously, this guy doesnt know anything about me...)

12. Then i said, okay prove it.
13. He said, watch national geographic.
14. I said... I dont waste my time watching pigs like you.
15. He started talking about religion and insulted Islam.
16. He made the death wish. (:

Here's some evidence to make the death wish a dream come true.


(picture has been deleted as promised in exchange for apology. )

RITCHIE CHOONG INSULTING MALAYS.


(picture has been deleted as promised in exchange for apology)

RITCHIE CHOONG INSULTING ISLAM.

(picture has been deleted as promised in exchange for apology)

RITCHIE CHOONG INSULTING OUR PROPHET.

Dude... I have chinese friends. And trust me... Im the last person on earth you wanna mess with.. Owh wait.. I cant really blame you for that.. I mean you think pigs are intelligent animals. (:

You cant mess with me.
And anyone related to me.
Bad intentions always end up bad.

And mostly insulting my religion was the biggest mistake you did.

To the one responsible for his own death. (:
Ritchie Choong
PIG. (:

oh wait. he did prove pigs were intelligent.
He's the first pig to use facebook! ^^

once again. your dreams will come true.
let this be a lesson for any racists or people who dont have any respects for others.

Muhammed Taufiq Bin Jusoff Albar.
Remember this name when you have anything to say.
Good or bad.
Trust me.
I'll give you what you deserve. (:

Sunday, May 24, 2009

tecktonik.

im so gonna indulge in this. ^^

You make me feel better.

ice cream and basketball. (:

Saturday, May 23, 2009

vindicated

i havent posted a long blog in awhile.
today ive decided to make one.

there has been so many things going on for the past few weeks..
ive been feeling really low..

and now im getting up and recovering from the fall.

Among the things that happened are...

1.Reality check on being a hypocrite.
2.Disconnected Friendship.
3.Freak of the month award.
4.Scooter Skid...
5.Parkin Summon in Penang by Polis Trafik Batu Mentajam.
6.Car crash on the highway
7.Rm2000 to pay for the damage.
8.Twisted right wrist.
9.Parking summon in Kangar by Majlis Perbandaran Kangar.

Yes. So many things happened. Since 5/5/09...

I dont really feel like reminiscing on these because it only reminds me of the pain i felt and do still feel now.

Nevermind. Life must go on.

Apart from that i moved out of my hostel to live at a residential area.

Its called Taman Seri Bakau... I think.. lol..
The place is really close to the place i love the most...

BASKETBALL COURT. ^^

Just last friday evening i went to play basketball after almost 3 months of not playing.
and GUESS WHAT!? YES!!!

i suck. XD

i cant even shoot right anymore. cuz my wrist is still injured.
this may seem like me giving reasons.
but its true.

the reason im playing basketball is because its the only sport that takes my mind of everything else. so i insisted on playing the sport. i did pull off a few stunts. and.. i realized i could jump higher than i used to.. which resulted in leg muscle pull for the past few days. XD

okay... apart from that..

MY FIRST EVER SHOW in PERLIS.

oh wait.. its my second show in perlis.

my first show was during the last day of college orientation where i performed with my exhousemates. we played "aku scandal" by HUJAN. it wasnt that bad but i thought it was pretty bad.. compared to the show i did last night. ^^

23/05/09
I'll never forget this date. I consider this as.. MY FIRST SUCCESSFUL performance in Perlis. It was at Putra Brasmana Hotel Ocean View restaurant.. The view was seriously..

dark? XD

it was great.. the setting was great.. the lighting.. the atmosphere.. everything was just right for the show...

but i should set a complain on the manangement... semester 6 of KATP. (thats my college name).
to me.. the dinner was sort of a failure. except for the people eating at their seats, everything else was out of order... they even had "JOKERS" that didnt seem funny at all. I thought it was annoying. They made everyone totally lose the mood during the performances... even the shows by the main band... Melody Malaya (college band)... they didnt play as good as they usually would.. and we were supposed to play 10 songs at first.. then we only prepared 8.. know how many songs we played in the end?

3.

FRIGGIN 3.

So we decided on the 3 songs we thought were the best for us to play.
It was played in acoustic...

Yuna - Dan Sebenarnya
Estrella - Stay
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Face Down

Because the sound system was really... so far the best ive ever used...
REMAKE MY LULLABY was a success at the show..
We actually owned the show... XD
Some of the seniors we didnt even know took pictures with us.
Well, i gotta admit...

IT FEELS GREAT! ^^

Unfortunately...
I COULDNT GET IT RECORDED!!!!

DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMM....

I BLAME THE MANAGEMENT FOR THIS. =="

Nevermind.. i promise you.. there will be more shows to come. ^^

Oh yeah...

Today i came late for work.. My boss didnt really scold me... But she was like... Taufiq.. You should be more disciplined..

OKAY... Sorry..

Alright.. Its my fault. Sorry.

Apart from that.. i seem to find TECKTONIK interesting. ^^

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

i need support.

to all my friends.
or those who claim to be my friends.

and those who know me and could possibly help.
i need all the support you can provide.

tell me things i wanna hear,
make me smile,
do all it takes.

im going through a hard time.
im broken. badly.

for those of you who hold grudges against me,
now is the best time to get back at all the things i did to you.
im picking up the pieces of myself and rearranging it.
anyone can mess me up now.


.iwishicouldturnbacktime.



Sunday, May 17, 2009

enough.

letting things like these bring me down...
is so not taufiq.

this has to stop.
im getting up.
im gonna stand up.
and face the world.

Taufiq is back. (:

series of unfortunate events.

and things just keep getting worse.

Friday, May 15, 2009

I cant think straight anymore.









Things happen since i lost you...

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Ive fallen so hard...











And thats what happens when i dont think anymore...

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

say goodbye.

congratulations.
i'll disappear.

Friday, May 8, 2009

I AM A SCOOTERIST NOW. (:

Check out my ride. (:











Moskito 125 RX.

Thanks for being honest.

Apparently im fake.
Thanks for making me realize this.
Dont worry. From today.
You wont have to mix with fake people anymore. (:

you're better off without me.

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Its hurting.


My Back.
My neck.
My legs.


Breakdance hurts.

Sleepless nights,
i keep tossing and turning,
its like im waiting for something to happen.


.ifeeldistantnow.

Friday, May 1, 2009

Pressure

Tell me where our time went
And if it was time well spent
Just don't let me fall asleep feeling empty again
Cause I fear I might break and I fear I can't take it
Tonight I'll lie awake feeling empty

I can feel the pressure it's getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the pressure it's getting closer now
We're better off without you

Now that I'm losing hope
And there's nothing else to show
For all of the days that we spent
Carried away from home

Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
I'm sitting all alone feeling empty

I can feel the pressure it's getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the pressure it's getting closer now
We're better off without you

Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
I'm sitting all alone feeling empty

I can feel the pressure it's getting closer now
We're better off without you
Feel the pressure it's getting closer now
You're better off without me.

I'll fake a smile for you.
(:

Thursday, April 30, 2009

i always have something to say.

salam.
hello. good evening. and all the other ways people greet.

welcome to the TOOTLE CHANNEL.

anything bothering you? kindly leave a comment and i'll attend to you as soon as possible
. ^^

Moving on.

I'll start my blog with the usual daily happenings.

Today is one of those days where i was too busy, that i didnt even have time to eat.
What have i been doing the whole day?

I woke up at 7am just enough time to do my subuh prayers.
Then i went back to sleep and woke up at 9am.
Because suddenly i felt like my leg muscle was hurting.
Probably sleeping position.
By the time i arrived in college, class was halfway through. But they were just revising for todays paper at 2pm later that afternoon.
Lets see, the night before, i was studying from 10pm till 2am in the morning for this paper.

DISPENSE PREPARATION METHOD 1


And it was worth the while. I could answer all the questions.
I was sitting to the smartest girl in class and it seemed like she was having more trouble answering it than i did. But i was in a rush answering. Because i had driving lessons at 4pm which i cannot afford to postpone anymore. So I was the first person from my class to leave the exam hall after completing the test. Followed by Asiff. But i doubt he answered everything. His paper seemed more empty than mine. XD Well, i studied! ^^ (im feeling so proud of myself because all the hard work seemed to pay off during the test.)

After i did my test, it was 4pm so i rushed to the surau to do my zohor prayers. Then i rushed to Seriab where my driving institute is. I was riding carefully. at 80km/h. That is slow okay? I was almost hit my a lorry who was reversing from a shop into the road. Luckily i saw it coming so i dodged it. Stupid driver. Drivers are becoming more and more ignorant by the day. That explains the death rate increase.

okay. Moving on.

And so i arrived at my driving institute at 4.15pm after i made a stop at the petronas gas station to grab a CORNETTO LOVE PERHAPS Black Forest Ice CREAM! and Dutch Lady Strawberry Milk and 2 gardenia small breads. Its because i dont wanna pass out while driving later. And when i arrived, i thought i was late, but turns out that the teacher arrived after i finished eating. lucky me. ^^ so i went through the courses a few times. I drove on the road to prepare for the upcoming JPJ test which is i-dont-know-when. XD

After that, i went back to my hostel at 6pm and i was already feeling so so so sleepy. But i took a bath then i prayed asar before i dozed off. Then...

BANG! BANG! BANG!

Asiff came back and was banging on the door!
He was in a rush to go back to perak, so he came to take his clothes.
ISH!!! KACAU!!!
But luckily he woke me up.. If not, i would have missed my maghrib prayers.
^^

And so, since everyone in my house was going out, so i decided to go out as well. I took Asiff's laptop and here i am at the cc. ^^ Yurie and this chinese girl (i have a bad habit of not asking someone's name unless they tell me. XD) are the workers of Net Wonderland (the cc i am currently at.) were like..

"EH! LAMA TAK NAMPAK!"

Know whats the first thing i said when i saw Yurie?

"Kenapa pakai make up tebal sangat?" XD


Lol. I know. I'm mean. BUT ITS TRUE!!! It was too thick. But my intentions wasnt to tease her, but to tell her that it might not be suitable for her. ^^

And here i am blogging. The chinese girl (sorry i dont know your name even though we've been friends for some time. XD) was having leg pain. She was sitting next at the computer next to me complaining about her being so tired. lol. I am tootle after all right? SUBSCRIBE TODAY! XD We were chit chatting and i was like... "Kenapa Yurie pakai make up sampai setengah inci? Muka dah cantik tapi makeup tebal sangat. XD" She was like.. "Kamu ni jahat la... XD"

Apart from that...
Today i didnt get to text you that much. Except for about 2 hours in the morning. Then later at night you had homework to do. YOU KNOW. YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO REMIND ME TO EAT! lol. JK. ^^ Its okay. I understand. You must feel really tired after a whole day at school then completing your homework at night. Text me whenever you have the time okay? ^^

OH YEAH! Most probably i might be having my motorbike and car P license somewhere in the middle of May! I cant wait! ^^

AND.

I cant wait for this Monday. I got my Mara Loan cheque.

RM 3863.50


But here are the things i have to pay off...

Kriss Motorbike PEX 9907 (RM 2000)
Hostel Rent for 8 Months (RM 1080)
License (RM400)

Balance : RM383.50.... lol

And thats all i'll have left... So sad... XD
Well at least ive cleared off my debts..
And got stuff that im supposed to have...

But there are still 4 things i wanna buy...

1)An electric guitar.
2)An acoustic guitar.
3)A laptop.
4)A car.

Hopefully I'll have all these by the time i finish studying in 2011. ^^

Recently, ive been keeping myself so busy.
I'm doing this because i wanna do all the things i have to do..
Before i finish college.
Pharmacy seems to be getting interesting.
And so are you hello kitty.
Text me whenever okay? ^^
(:


.werebothsobusy.
.textmewhenever.
(:

Monday, April 27, 2009

almost lover

okay people.
the tittle has nothing to do with what im gonna write.
i see so many people doing this.
so...
i wanna do it as well!
NYAHAHAHA! XD hee. ^^

ALRIGHT.

Moving on.

Lets talk about the things that i did today.

-I was late for class.
-I ride like im sightseeing.
-Chemistry 2 Test.
-Driving Practice

I was late for class

So what? Big deal? Arent i always late?

NO.

Well, at least not anymore. ^^

Ever since i started working, id wake up between 6.30 - 7am in the morning just in time for subuh prayers. Then id go back to sleep and wake up at 8plus, take a shower and by 8.40 i'll be on the motorbike and heading to college just in time for my 9am class.

Today i woke up at 7am and prayed, then i woke up at 9am due to this dream which i do not wish to elaborate on. It was filled with lust and i was already starting to....

WAIT! IM NOT GONNA ELABORATE ANYMORE.
Thats all you'll need to know and will ever know. XD

Ive been having this oh-so-amazing dreams ever since...
Nevermind. Skip that. XD

I woke up late because my friends came into my room to hang out.
WHY MY ROOM?
Because i think its the best room you find in the hostel.
I rearranged it and always keep it clean.
Thats why they dont like sitting in their own room.

SAME GOES TO MY HOSTEL TOILET.
Before this, it was so dirty and the water was slow,
Then after i complained COUNTLESS TIMES about it,
AND was about to complain to the COLLEGE DIRECTOR,
They hurriedly did it the night before i was gonna complain.

BE RESPONSIBLE HOSTEL WARDENS!

And so back to the toilet thing, now the water that we get is almost as fast a fire hydrant.
100000000000000000000000000000 times faster.
SO before the chance ran out, as soon as the water started its heavy flow.. (sounds wrong. XD)
I washed the toilet. TOTALLY SCRUBBED IT CLEAN!

AND IT WAS CLEAN!

I even washed the dishes and cleared up the whole kitchen area. It was so clean, that the neighbours would always come to our house to shower EVERYDAY! ISH!
Everyone likes being in a clean environment, but NOT EVERYONE would wanna clean it up.
WHY?
Because they're lazy and selfish.
They'd be like, "why must i do it? if i clean it then everyone will be using it."
SELFISH.BASTARDS.

Nevermind.

And so back to the story of how i was late, they were hanging out in my room and i couldnt sleep because i want to lock my door. I dont feel safe anymore after all the theft cases happening and the luxor people who are desperately in need for money. I dont trust them anymore.

PLEASE LET ME SLEEP IN PEACE OKAY? lol.

the end.
of this topic. ^^

-I ride like im sightseeing.

This morning, eventhough i was late for class...
Anyone who saw the way i was riding, would think...
"Oh this guy is so relaxed... I bet he's not rushing anywhere..."
ACTUALLY I WAS RUSHING!
But i promised not to ride too fast.

FOR YOU I WILL. (:


the end.

(short huh? lol.)
i still wanna write about it because i want to make it a point that im doing this for you. ^^


the end. for real. XD
i mean for real for this topic.
the end.


-Chemistry 2 Test

Okay. Today i had chemistry 2 test.
IT WAS EASY!
Hee. I STUDIED and i ACTUALLY UNDERSTOOD WHAT I WAS DOING!

OMG.
IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF.
ARENT YOU PROUD OF ME? Hee. ^^


Yes. This is also a big deal.
During my SPM, i scored 7D for my chemistry.
And now im on my way to getting my diploma in pharmacy.


XD

Turns out i didnt go blank at all. Im gonna keep this up. ^^

.finish. for this topic. XD

-Driving Practice

Today i did my second driving practice. Im actually quite good at it. Ive repeated the whole driving track for almost 20 times.

Yes i did count. No wait. i was lying. But it did feel like 20times. XD

I was supposed to do it for 2 hours, but after only half and hour, i decided that i couldnt stand the heat. (i sound like a spoiled brat here. XD) But seriously, it was really hot, and i felt like i was going to pass out. SO.. I told my instructer that i wanna go home. He said, okay. ^^

And so i went back. Then was going to take a nap...

Which then i realized that...
SOMEONE ELSE WAS LYING IN MY BED. XD

I was standing next to my bed, and stared at my neighbour. He woke up and was like...
OH SORRY. lol. ^^

Then later that evening, (i didnt take my nap because was so busy talking. XD) when i was finally going to take my nap, then my neighbour (AMIN) was like... I wanna check into the hotel now... (WHICH MEANS MY OH-SO-CLEAN ROOM).
Then we started talking nonsense.

amin.taufiq.

(i've translated this conversation from bm)

"I want to check into the hotel now..."
"You're gonna have to pay before you check in..."
"i'll pay when i check out. "
"No such thing. Pay first then you can sleep here."
"I told you i'll pay when i check out. Now get me my drink."
"No money, no hotel, no drink. OKAY?"
"I told you, i'll pay when i check out. Now get me watermelon."
"Here's your watermelon. *shows left boob. XD*"
"i want watermelon fruit.a real one. now go get it."
"i told you, no money no talk.."
"i dont want to pay. this is a low class hotel."
"well, since you seem to insist on staying in this low class hotel, that makes you lower than this so called low class hotel because you're the one wanting to stay here so much eventhough you say its low classed."
(yes i do talk like this. i explain. XD)

And so the conversation ended by me saying.

"whatever dude."

XD

okay. finally i got to take my nap. at 6.30pm.
i was looking at pictures of her on my phone.
something to relax my mind before i doze off.
and i was finally sleeping.

TILL SOMEONE CAME AND WOKE ME UP AT 7pm.
they're motorbike went missing.
but found it back.
im too lazy to elaborate more on it.

KACAU GILA! NOW I CANT SLEEP! ITS MAGHRIB ALREADY!.

then my other friend came and asked me if i wanted to go to the cc.
i was like.. okay. lets go. thats why im blogging now.
but i gotta go. im supposed to be in the hostel area by 9pm. stupid rules. lol.
^^

i wait for your text everyday.
(:

.letsgetrandom. XD

Saturday, April 25, 2009

What i've become.

Its been awhile since ive been blogging.
Well, the reason is because..
If you're read my earlier blog,
I've started working.

BUT only over the weekends.

I still study okay? lol.

Its been 2 weeks. And things seem to be doing great.
At least better.

Well, what has happened since my last blog post?
Lets see...

FRIEND IN HOSPITAL

This friend of mine met with an accident last Thursday. I think. lol.
Her name is Anne. It was a rainy day.
And she's so daring to even speed and take a corner without slowing down.

KELAJUAN MEMBAWA PADAH.

SPEED KILLS.

And so she's in the hospital.

Her injuries were only a few scratches. But she's warded in the hospital.
Why?
Haemophillia. This is due to the lack of factor VIII or platelets that causes the blood clotting to be slow.

She had to stay in the hospital because they're afraid she might have and internal bleeding.
AND NOW. I been visiting her everyday since she was warded from 9pm to 10pm. I keep it short because i've got so many other commitments as well. She's only got very few close friends that's in Perlis. And i'm one of them. So.. Yeah. I visit.

DRIVERS LICENSE

After 2 months of having my L license for Motorbike and car, i finally found the time to do the 10 hour practice for Motorbike which i did in 3 days. Usually people take 5 days. Hee. And i also did 2hours for car. I completed my QDI (im not sure if its QTI or QDI but whatever. XD) test which was done by the Driving Institute (ILMU PANDU) last friday.

I PASSED! HEE. ^^

Now im only one step away which is the JPJ test. Maybe on the 8th of May. And after that...
P! lol. I mean i'll get my Probation licence for 2 years. hee. ^^

For car license, ive still got 8 more hours and the QDI test. Most probably i'll be doing it 1 week after ive done the QDI. So most probably i'll be having my license by MAY.

YAY FOR MAY! Hee. ^^
oh. wait. May sounds like someone's middle name. Hee. ^^

EXAMS

I've already started on my 2nd test. So far, i've already done...

-English
-Bahasa Kebangsaan

The remaining tests.

-Chemistry 2 (27th April)
-Dispense Preparation Method (30th April)
-Pharmaceutics 2 (Date not confirmed)
-Pharmacology 1 (Date not confirmed)

I think i did quite okay for the first 2 tests because i studied. ^^
Being called a nerd doesnt matter. Because people who study have a chance at a better future.
Unlike those who just enjoy their lives and feeling so proud when they didnt study and keep getting lucky during the exams. Well.

Beware. You can't depend on luck all the time. lol.

Multi Level Marketing (MLM)
LUXOR

This is becoming an epidemic virus in my college.
I'm getting really annoying. Im so annoyed.

I think that MLM is something good.
But the problem is the people that are running this business dont seem to be fit for the job.

You dont go forcing people into some business.
Its just not the way things go.
You have to persuade. BUT.
Lying seems to be a method you all use into getting them to giving you money.

More of less this is how the system works.

You pay rm75 for registration.
And. RM 2000 to buy the products from the company.
But you dont make money from the products.
Its when you ask more people to join as your downline.

Its a business that can give you success.
IF. You know how to do it.

The students in my college that join this MLM seem to be forgetting their main purpose on coming to college. Making money should be part time. Like what im doing. But is seems that to them studying is part time and making money is their priority.

MONEY.MONEY.MONEY.

Money is not everything. But almost everything needs money.

What makes them make money their priority?
I heard them say their upline told them studying wont ensure your future.
Because even with studies the number of people unemployed are still increasing.

Pass this message to those who go around thinking that studies arent important.

Its because you dont study thats why you come up with this statement.
And you're just saying that to make yourself feel better about not having education.
One word for you.
STUPID.
Would you even understand what im saying or even this word if you didnt have education?

USE YOUR BRAIN.

Just incase you dont know what a brain is, its the central processing unit for humans that places in your head in your skull. God didnt give you a brain for nothing either.

My advice is.

Don't do something when you don't know how to do it.
Learn first. Be sure of what you're doing.
And if you take risks. At least be sure that you can handle the consequences.
Dont live in regret for not thinking before you do something.

I rest my case.

Okay.

And i just wanna fill in here. That recently ive changed the genre of music that i listen to. Currently my favourite bands are Estrella and Yuna. ^^
Their music seems relaxing. Its what i need now.
Sometimes i feel like the nerve behind my head is gonna burst.
But i dont think so. Hee. ^^


If you're gonna do something dangerous,
Think,
That i'll break down,
And stop working,
If something bad happens.

Thats the reason im not gonna risk myself anymore.
A reason worth the while.


(:


.textmewhenyourefree.

Monday, April 20, 2009

I dont know why...

I'm starting to mind my own business...
And im becoming more and more harsh by the day...
But if i dont..
People dont listen...

Im tired of being angry.
Could you just learn from ur mistakes?

.imsotired.
.iwantahuggie.

Friday, April 17, 2009

FIRST DAY. DYA INTERNET CAFE.

Today is the first day im officially on the job.

Dya Internet Cafe.

Thats the place im working at now.
Whats my pay?
Well, lets just say, its enough to get me through the day.

Know how i got the job?

Well, its been months since i was looking for a job. And i was supposed to get one at NetWonderland. A cyber cafe in Kangar. But unfortunately, because i took for granted that i could get that job anytime, turns out that someone else filled in the spot before i could get a hold of it. What to do... Thats what happens when you can't sacrifice a few things and seize the moment.

Okay. So then i went to look for a job at ANOTHER cyber cafe. Octopus.Net. Why does the name sound weird? I HAVE NO IDEA. lol. I applied about 2 weeks ago. And last week on saturday they didnt accept my job request because my study time was a little bit messed up... And so. AGAIN. I didnt get the job.

On the same saturday, i went out job hunting again. And i found this place. DYA INTERNET CAFE. Before that i went to another 5 cyber cafe's. I dont remember their names because they didnt have job vacancies. And so. I arrived. I was gonna give up already. Then when i went in, I asked if they had any job vacancies. AND YES! They were looking for someone to work over the weekend. JUST THE JOB I NEED! At first, i thought i was gonna go survey other places. So i left the shop and when i 100metres away, i was like... What the hell am i doing? SEIZE THE MOMENT YOU IDIOT. lol. So i turned back and went in. I applied for the job.

AND HERE I AM TODAY! YAY!

I feel so lucky having this job. I dont think i'll let it go to waste. Wanna know why? Okay. On tuesday evening i got a call from the Boss of the shop. Aunty Anne. No, she's not related to the famous pastry shop. lol. She asked when i could come for the crash course. I said, tomorrow night. This happened on the same day and same time i was having my Pharmaceutics class presentation on Catapres. The next night, i came at 8pm. I was there till 10.30pm. She gave me rm10 for being there. And know what else? SHE'S A VERY CARING AND CONCERNED BOSS! She even bought me and the other workers there dinner. This cant get any better i thought. BUT IT DID. XD That night was the same night Anne went to the hospital. Note to readers. This Anne is not related to my boss at all. (so many anne's over here. XD)

I was there till 6am cuz we were waiting for the warden to come get them at 3am. But until 4am, they couldnt seem to come cuz the guy wardens were all sleeping. IRRESPONSIBLE. So me being a very concerned friend, i called my other friend. Asiff. I was lucky cuz he was just about to go to sleep but i called him to come and help send these two helpless souls back home. XD but it came with a price. KFC! at 5am. lol. That explains why we came back at 6am.

Anyways. Back to my JOb thingy. Lol.

The next day, or should i say the same morning, i woke up at 9am. I was late for class. I left at 9.15am. Arrived at 9.27am. 12minutes. Fast? VERY. lol. I mean seriously. If you ride at normal speed, or take the bus, it would take at least 20minutes. Then later at 11 my class ended. Then 11.45am, Anne was asking me favour. Send her to the hospital cuz there was no one to help her. IRRESPONSIBLE WARDENS. HmMPH. Even though i dont have enough sleep, still, im not the sort of person who will turn down a friend in need. So i rushed back to the hostel. In 15minutes. lol. Then i took a shower. Took my stuff. Then at 12.30pm i went to the hospital.

KNow what? I just realized that im talking more about hospital then my job. LOL.
Thats because thats what happened most of the day.

Okay fine. SKip the hospital issues. I went at 3pm. Till 6.30pm. And i made another rm10. Plus lunch, and some snacks. I dont even spend on food anymore! Hee... I feel grateful. And happy i took this job. Know why? If i didnt turn back, a few seconds after i came in to fill in the application form, someone came up to the counter and asked for the job. Then the guy, Mr. Roslan, said. Sorry. Job full. lol. LUCKY ME. XD Then yesterday evening i came in to help Wan at the night shift. I didnt get paid, but Aunty Anne came and brought dinner and when i left she gave me chocolates. I know. Its hard to believe. But its true.

ANYWAY. NOW LET ME GET TO MY FIRST DAY. XD
(type so long, and i havent even started talking about my first day... XD)

Today is my first day OFFICIALLY WORKING. I woke up at 5.45am. Too excited i guess. Actually i was worried i would come late. XD Okay. BUt i went back to sleep. Didnt do my subuh prayers. lol. And LUCKILY i woke up at 8am. Then i got ready, prayed, then left. I arrived at 8.45am. I was early. YAY! lol. I opened the shop. Hee. MY FIRST DAY HAS BEGUN! AND I WAS UNLUCKY! THE SYSTEM WAS JAMMED! SHIT! So i had to use it manually... Means pen and paper and being alert of who goes in and out and telling them their time is up. DAMN. It was pretty much complicated and tiring as well. BUt i pulled through great! lol. There was this one customer. I made him leave with a pissed off face. His computer was not attached to the system after it was reset. SO i told him to save his progress (school folio) and restart. THEN. ME BEING SO SMART. DIDNT KNOW. that the computers were set on RESET. Each time someone saves something in the computer, when it restarts, everything inside will be back to the original. Means his file wasnt saved. He was like so pissed. I was feeling so bad cuz he has been doing his work for over 2hours! So he was like... I want my money back. And i gave him back using my pay for the day. Because it was my fault. SO yeah. RM3 gone. lol. Nevermind. It was hectic anyways. XD

BREAKFAST WAS SPONSORED! AGAIN! XD AND LUNCH AS WELL! Hee.
Im saving money and making money as well. ^^
Im so grateful. XD

i just saw this kid fall on his butt cuz he was standing at his friends pc and got his slipper caught under the table. (dont ask me how. im wondering myself. XD)

YESTERDAY i saw this guy who came storming in the cc and he went to his kid and smacked him on the head telling him to go home. Then he told us, dont let this boy in here. EVER! XD pity him. lol.

So many events happening at work. Seems interesting. XD

oh yeah. i cant huggie anymore. APPARENTLY. IT LEADS TO SEX. XD

thats all for today. ^^

oh yeah. for those related to this statement.

Im sorry for not being a responsible friend.
Ive been really forgetful these days.
I know, i shouldnt. YOu're all important to me.
SOrry.

Im Starting To Forget

Im becoming worse by the day.
I keep forgetting alot of things.
I suppose thats the reason im becoming less important nowadays.

Stuff I forgot.

*Forgot to help Ashley with her English Oral Test.
*Forgot to help Cammy topup.
*Forgot to check if Ainaa is okay.
*Forgot to reply Kavitha's message.
*Forgot to reply Catalina's text's earlier.
*Forgot to call my parents and tell them im okay.
*Forgot YE SHANN'S BIRTHDAY.
*Forgot to do my Chemistry, Bahasa Kebangsaan and Pharmacology Assignment.
*Forgot to talk to a few people after not talking to them in awhile.

FORGOT THINGS THAT I'VE FORGOTTEN.

IM SORRY.

If you don't respond to me. I know.
The reason is.
Because i forgot to respond to you as well.

IM SORRY.

Sometimes i dont think i deserve friends like you people.

SORRY.

.imsorry.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Whats going on...

Here, i would like to explain why i havent been blogging for quite some time.
I dont know how many days in exact. But i'll post one today.

I'll start with how my day was today.

After so many weeks, i finally woke up at 6.30am in the morning. YAY!
Well, thats only because i started sleeping at 10pm.

Yes people. Sleep early, you'll wake up early.

Or at least if you dont wake up early, then you'll have enough energy for the day. Hee.

Okay. My room door has a latch now. It can be locked from the inside.




Why can't I just use the lock on the knob that was already on the door?

WHY?
Cuz its broken.
Why?
Because i broke it.
(in details, i shoved it with my shoulder)
Why?
I didnt have the keys.
Why?
My friend took it.
Why?
Shadafakap. Hee.

Moving on.

My friend bought a new phone on 30th March 2009. He lost his phone 12days later.
Last Saturday which was... Erm. Well, you look for the date. Im too lazy. lol.

This is what got stolen.



SONY ERICSSON g705 Silky Gold

We lodged a police report. Im too lazy to explain what happened. I was sort of suspected.

BUT I DIDNT TAKE IT.

Then now he suspects someone else.

Yesterday he bought another phone.
This is what he bought.



What do i have to say about this?

NO COMMENT.

I'm still loving my K660i Black & Dark Pink. ^^

Today, a friend of mine.

ANNE. (name too long to write) (actually i dont remember her full name. XD)

Well, she treated me at the KTP Terrace (Our college cafe with HOTEL STANDARDS) (SERIOUSLY)
It was expensive. But she paid. I was FORCED TO GO.
Its because i dont like people wasting their money.
EVEN ON ME.

Then later on i had class till 5.30pm.
Anne texted me.

(I'm too lazy to type the exact sentence)
In conclusion.

She's moving to UniKL to study Aerocraft Engineering. i think. Dont remember. lol.
And her friends are all forcing her not to go.
I told her.
Just go. U can get friends anywhere, but not opportunities at a good future.
She said, easier said then done.
I said. U decide. I gave my opinion.

Now im here blogging about the stuff i did today. At NetWonderland. (a cyber cafe)
Im supposed to head to another Cyber Cafe. I got a job there.

okay. Now this is something for a particular person.
Actually for a few people.
Im too lazy to say who and what.

Im sorry for being so hard on you. I just want you to understand that when i say something, even if its a jokingly manner, i mean it. I hope you understand. I dont mind talking to you again.

And.

this is for another particular person.

Do i make you feel bored? I hope not. Ive been so busy these days, i wish i had more time for you. Plus the line at my hostel SUCKS. OH. I WANNCA CALL YOU AGAIN! But i got no more credit. Hope texting will be fine. Hee.

and for one more person.

FUCK YOU.

oh wait. i purposely wrote the last sentence. I dont feel like saying that anyway. Hee. lol.

ive gotta rush now. Till next time. ^^

.imsotired.textme.hee. ^^

Friday, April 3, 2009

Check out my job application. ^^

April 4, 2009

Taufiq @ 2:12 pm:

Full Name: Muhammed Taufiq Bin Jusoff Albar
Age : 19years on 14th August
Location: Perlis
Job Profession : With you. Hopefully. Lol
Course Taking (if you are studying): Diploma in Pharmacy
Blogging experience: Started in 2007, but active in 2009.
Blog url: http://tmixx-inside.blogspot.com
Other writing experience?
None so far. Hopefully this will be my first one.

How many hours you can work in a week on this project?
I can work 14hours a week. Mostly at night.

Reason why you want to join (not less than 100 words, and no more reason like "I am interest"):

Okay. Here, i will be giving you the reasons as to why i want to join this blogging team. Since you've already mentioned not to say its because I'm interested then i guess I'll dash that point out. I recently moved to Perlis to further my studies. Coming from a not-so-well-to-do family, my income is said to be quite limited. So I'm looking for alternatives to increase my income and to help my family as well. By joining this blog team, i would not only be able to make some pocket money but also improve my typing skills and my English as well. Apart from that, I've developed an interest in blogging since 2007 but i never really had the chance to do very much due to the activities during my high school days. Now that I'm in a college that doesn't have curricular activities, you can say I don't have much to do. With me so used to having something to do all the time, having so much free time makes me restless. So let me just summarize why I'm interested in joining this blog team. Its to increase my income, improve my typing skills and fill up my time with something more productive than just laze around and sleep all day. I wanted to say I'm interested but i think you're already bored with those reasons. So yeah. That's the reasons. I hope its solid enough. ^^

Submit a sample of your article write up to me (not less than 150 words):

MYSELF

What can I say about myself? Well lets see… Where should i start? Oh yeah… Introduction. I don't think I'll write my name, age or date of birth since I've already written it earlier. Do you want to know what my name means? In my religion, Taufiq means HELP or ASSISTANCE. So far, I've lived up to my name. At least that's what i think. Haha. Most of the time, apart from doing sports which i don't do anymore due to the nonexistence of facilities in my so-not-cool college, and some injuries i sustained during the past holidays from PAINTBALL and SKATEBOARDING, most of the time, you'd see me talking. YES. I TALK A LOT. SO WHAT? Lol. Sometimes, i think i should stop talking for awhile and listen more. But my friends say, if i don't talk for a day, something must be wrong somewhere. And if i don't talk, i would feel a surge rushing through me asking me to talk. Haha. Is it okay for me to insert HAHA in my sentences? Because i do laugh a lot. I don't like seeing people frown or feel sad. I feel responsible whenever I see someone frown or is feeling down. Okay. SOME OF YOU might say its none of my business, but i still feel that way. Whats your definition of being happy? Well, i don't know yours, but mine is to see everyone put a smile on their faces. Yes. I love doing that. Its okay if i end up getting blamed for or get hurt during the process, but everything would feel all better when i know I've made someone happy. Is this more than 150words yet? Or should i write more? Lol. Now let me just summarize what i was trying to say. I can be very random and most of the time i would elaborate on things that sometimes is not needed at all. I love sports and trying to make someone smile everyday is what i enjoy doing most. In general. I'm flexible.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Have you heard about the GOSSIPGIRL WANNABE?

im sure alot of you have heard about this recent blogger.

http://unknownjohnjanedoe.blogspot.com

here's what i think about this OH-SO-NOBLE blogger.

FUCK YOU.

YES.

TODAY. I.

MUHAMMED TAUFIQ BIN JUSOFF ALBAR.

I swear i'll pull your hair the moment i see you.

You seriously dont have anything else to do dont you? I bet you adore the attention people are giving you.. Well, among the things you talk about...


1. SO CALLED recent couples.
2. Stories that arent confirmed at all.
3. You keep talking about my brother Isa.
4. Most of the people mentioned in the blog are my friends.

Have you ever had a really bad experience in your life?
Like the death of a family member?

Well. Congratulations.

You've got a chance to join those dead family of yours.

Oh wait. This is not a threat.

Threats are made to threaten people. Most of the time it only ends up as words.
If thats what you think. Then you obviously dont know me.
ITS A PROMISE. YOUR HEAD IS GONNA HURT. MENTALLY.

AND PHYSICALLY.

Dont talk about sins of others when all you're doing is talking about people.
WHICH IS A BIGGER SIN THEN WHAT THEY'RE DOING.

Oh yeah. You keep saying that some bloggers have bad grammar.
Didnt you realize how bad your english is?

Its embarassing. You're a disgrace.

I bet if your family knew what kind of person you turned out to be, i think they'd disown you and wont even acknowledge you as their child anymore.

I think if you're not the one to blame, then your parents must have been raising you like shyt.
But i think your parents are good people. You're the screwed up one.

FOR THOSE WHO KNOW WHO THIS GOSSIP GIRL IS.
DO ME A FAVOUR AND TELL ME WHO SHE IS.

I'll come down from perlis and teach her a lesson she'll never forget.

I swear. You're a disgrace.

An embarrassment. People like you should be killed.
I wouldnt be surprised if one day someone did.
From the way you talk about others.
I think you're only gonna join your dead family.
And the best part is.
You'll either live in a living hell once we get to you.
Or Die a very painful death.

But all this can go away.
If you delete this blog.
Apologize to all the people that you talked about.
And admit you're totally fucked up.
Then prepare a first aid kit and call the ambulance.

Because the pain you'll suffer after that.

Cant be expressed through words.

.FUCKYOUGOSSIPGIRLWANNABE.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

There's always something to talk about...

Alright.. Now what am i gonna talk about today?
Well, lets see.. Oh yeah. I'll pick up from where i left off...

I know you told me not to write this... But i cant... I have to write this...

Erm... Well.. Today... While Jeanny was so called STALKING MY BLOG... She said... That she is...

_______ (Fill in the blanks with a suitable word) XD

Hee. I didnt tell anyone what you said okayy? Hahaha.

I finally got to chat with Jeanny after 1 week of being in Perlis. Usually we'd have chats and see each other through webcam... But then, its been 3 weeks since we last did... Why? Because there's just so many other things that needs to be done.

We'll be having an even coming soon. The introduction to REMAKE MY LULLABY. ^^
But i dont think most of you can see us perform. But we'll make a vid so you all can give your us remarks. GOOD OR BAD. We'll hear it. ^^

EARTH HOUR 60 MINUTES.

Wanna know how i think this event went?

IT WAS A TOTAL SCREW UP!

I guess Malaysia aint that supportive after all. I turned off all my lights in my hostel, but i didnt think it made much difference cuz the rest of the houses around the area were lighted up. Its like they dont even realize such an event was happening. Shows how they dont really care about whats going on with the world these days. But at least i know i played my part.

I TURNED OFF THE LIGHTS FOR MORE THAN 60 MINUTES!

Thats cuz i went out at 8.30pm and im still out so my house lights are still off. XD
BUT STILL! I SUPPORTED THE EVENT OKAYY? ^^

I realized that im living like a nomad in Perlis. I never seem to stay put at one place for a long time... I keep moving around here and there. Soon i'll be moving out from my hostel to live with my other friends at the house they rented. I saw the house yesterday, and it was AMAZING. I so wanna move in there. haha.

Ever since i got my license, oh wait. Even before i got my license. Haha. I always go out most of the time. ^^ i enjoy travelling and going places. Well, for now its just around the states. Sometimes id head over to Alor Star or Sungai Petani in Kedah since Perlis is certified DEAD. XD

Okay. Today, i didnt get to text that much cuz unfortunately Catalina had things to do. So i left my phone all by itself... But id check it once in awhile JUST INCASE she replies. Haha. ^^ She and i are besties now... I like how things are. Its so fun meeting new people. Especially the ones that seem to be at ur interest most of the time. Hee. ^^

Alright, thats all i wanna blog for now. I'll blog more tomorrow or whenever i feel like it. ^^

.iwannaseeyouagain.

HELLO KITTY! XD

Friday, March 27, 2009

I NEED SOME AIR!

Ever since i got back to perlis, ive been so full of things to do...
I dont even have time to breathe well! haha.
Well, not really, but i feel like i have something to do all the time,
Which is somthing good for me.
It takes my mind off things that trouble me. ^^

Okay, so lets see what ive been doing for the past 1 week being back in perlis.

-I paid my traffic summon.
-I paid for my guitar lessons.
-I paid for my L license. I FINALLY HAVE IT! XD
-I had my test this whole week.
-I went to alor star with my bestie.
-I Miss CAMP

Alright, now lets see. If you've read my earlier posts, then you'd know how i got the traffic summon. I have L and i brought my friend. So i was unlucky when JPJ did a roadblock right in front of the cc i was headed too. According to my friends, my license would be suspended for 3 months for breaking the rules, but thank god it didnt... I thought it was gonna be rm100 but they gave me the minimum of rm60. Haha. But this time... Im not gonna risk my license anymore. Hee.

Moving on.

Ive been having this guitar lessons for the past 2 months now. Ive been getting better at it. Especially at reading notes. I guess its a quite a worthy investment. But i just realized that... I can only take my exams NEXT YEAR. WTF? I WANNA DO ELECTRIC GUITAR! ==" Hmm.. Well... Nevermind... I'll just do this till i get 1st grade then i'll move on to electric... Cuz the guitar fees are only rm50 per month so i dont mind paying.

Next on the list.

I finally got to pay off rm700 for my license. WOOT! How did i get that much money? No. Not my parents. I had to use allowances and income from so many sources. Haha. And now i can ride the motorbike without a worry of roadblocks or police. Hee. I can ride the motorbike wherever i want. But by myself that is. Dont wanna repeat the same mistake twice. Hee.

Okay.

I was supposed to have my test before i had my 1 week holiday, but i managed to persuade my lecturers to let me postpone it to a date further cuz i went to THE MOST AMAZING CAMP EVER in johor. Thank god i could go. If not. I wouldnt have made new friends. Hee. ^^ And now... ive been taking those papers i didnt take plus the other papers that were supposed to take this week. ITS BEEN A HECTIC WEEK! Luckily i could do all those tests. Now there's only one more paper left to take which is Chemistry. I was supposed to take it yesterday but becuz it rained my lecturer said i could do it on monday evening. YAY! More time to study. Haha.

Know what?

The test i was supposed to take yesterday at 3pm, it was cancelled cuz it rained from 2pm. While it was raining, i used the opportunity to get it cancelled. Luckily i did it on time cuz exactly at 3pm, it stopped raining. PHEW. HAHA. What did i do after that? I FINALLY GOT A NICE EVENING NAP. I havent had the chance to do so since the past 3 months cuz ive been so so so so busy with so many things that i havent been getting enough rest. Nowadays, the latest time i would be sleeping is at 1am. And id wake up at 6.30 for subuh prayers then sleep back till 8.30 just in time for me to go to college. Okay, so my body clock timing seems to be set okay. Then after i got that nap, my friends asked me out. They wanted to go to Alor Star, In kedah. Its about 45minutes away from perlis if you speed at 100km/h. How far is it? You do the maths. hahaha. Well from a lot of people who wanted to go, it turned out that only 3 of us were serious about going. So we went. But ASIFF and i sent my friend, WAN to his relatives house in Alor Star.

SO it was just ASIFF and I in ALOR STAR. Were two buddies that would stick out for each other no matter what happens. Even when we dont go for classes. It would be us both. Haha. Friends forever. Dont get any stupid funny ideas about us having a SPECIAL RELATIONSHIP cuz we dont. OKAY? Why did i make this statement? You'll see why. In alor star, we went to chill at the arcade. Had a game of Daytonna and obviously. I WON. XD I would make it a point to have AT LEAST 1 game of daytonna racing when i get to any arcade. Its my favourite game. ^^ Then we went to get movie tickets.

We wanted to watch dragonball but it turns out that there was only one movie on. It was called, SAYANG, YOU CAN DANCE. It was one heck of a monotonous movie ive ever seen in my life. Asiff and i both took out or handphones and we were texting other people during the whole movie. AND THAT EXPLAINS THE EARLIER STATEMENT. lol. After that, we went for a drink at the mamak shop NASI KANDAR SALAM next to VOX the club i went clubbing at during new year. Then what a coincidence, we met 5 of our friends who live next door there. They went to karaoke. OH YEAH! WE went for karaoke too. HAHA. It was one funny moment in the karaoke box. XD I sang WOMANIZER and I DONT LOVE YOU while Asiff sang 2 malay songs. Haha. Crazy time there. We were screaming off pitch the whole time. That shows how bad of a singer we are. I wonder how i became the vocalist for REMAKE MY LULLABY? XD

Here's more.

You remember the camp i went to in Johor? I MISS IT LIKE CRAZY! It was one of the best camps ever. Yes its the camp i blogged about. ^^ I MISS IT LIKE CRAZY! did i say that already? oh yeah i did. Can i say it again? I MISS IT LIKE CRAZT! XD ^^ hee. right now i still keep in contact with a few of the participants. From what i heard... Im becoming the talk of the school (SMK SETA). Its a girls school. XD can i feel proud of myself?

PLEASE? PWEETTY PLEASE?

NYAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! XD

How can i not feel good about myself in this situation? People talking about me. I mean i hope there arent any bad remarks but whatever your comments are about me, you can say it to my face. Dont worry. I like knowing what im like in your opinion. Oh yeah. Now...

CATALINA MAE HUBBARD. (:

yeah, were sort of besties now. Wanna know how close we are? Ive been using my maxis number for 4years now... And after i got to know her... I reserved a digi number just so i can text her. Feeling special? Hee. Go ahead. YOU ARE SPECIAL. ^^ I text her every single day now. I'd wait for her to come back from school then we'd text. Dont worry people. Were just friends. For those of you who are my friends, you'd know what kind of friend i can be especially when i wanna make you feel special about yourself. ^^

OH YEAH! I ALMOST FORGOT!

You know... Ive been feeling so emo lately. Except when i texting. Haha. I get so happy. Cuz i have other things to think about. And when im feeling sad, I EAT ICE CREAM. ALOT OF ICE CREAM. Then i realized something.. Ive been consuming WAAAY TOO MUCH SUGAR! SO i decided, not to take ice cream for at least another 2 weeks. BUT when i wanna stop eating ice cream, SUDDENLY alot of chances for me to eat ice cream and so many temptations. ITS CRAZY!

AND. IM TRYING SO HARD TO RESTRICT MYSELF FROM SPORTS.

Since i got injured from the holiday, falling from a skateboard and injuring my knee and wrists quite badly. I can even do push ups anymore. But YESTERDAY. After coming back from ALor star with Asiff, we went to our friends house near our hostel then the friends and us went to hang out near the beach in Kuala Perlis. AND I WAS PLAYING SKATEBOARD. AGAIN! ==" TOO MUCH TEMPTATIONS. And i fell and twisted my right ankle while trying to ollie an obstacle. DAMN. haha. And we were shuffling there as well. It was quite a day. And you see how hard it is for me to NOT DO SPORTS FOR 3 MONTHS? ==" DAMN.

Today i woke up at 7 and quickly prayed then went back to sleep. AS soon as i woke up at 11, my guitar teacher told me i had classes at 11.45. So i showered and rushed straight to class after i went back to my hostel to get the guitar books. Then i sped to class. There were some college kids shooting a film in front of the music shop i was headed too. It seemed so fake. Especially their acting. Hahaha. And now after class, im at the cc. Blogging and was chatting with Vinesh and Jeanny. ^^ I havent had a chat with them for quite some time.

And i dont really go online that much anymore since im so busy. Plus i wanna study more. I think ive been playing way too much. I wanna improve in my grades for this semester.

But i can resist not texting Catalina for even a day. Haha. YOUR FAULT CAT. XD

I guess thats all im gonna post for now... My friends need me to help them with an english assignment back at their place. So i'll update you all with more stuff next time i go online alright?

TILL NEXT TIME. (:

Apologies for the total blankness and not as colourful as before. Ive been so busy. But next time i have the time, i'll make it as colourful as i can okayy? hee..

.imgettingbetternow.

HELLO KITTY! XD ^^